IYLIASYAFIQAH.-LOVESYOULIKEWTH!

Even if the sky is falling down .

2010-01-09T14:42:00.003+08:00

1/7 2010 + OGAs.

My new love of the week.

Anyways, i know that this space is pretty much dead now but i shall just blog about this. It'll be quite a short entry.

Really had an awesome week w OGAs courteney, amelia, jasmine, syai, emile , kelly, wenyi and of course 1/7. Really very proud of them for clinching the best performance award ! Like very very proud. They deserved it.

Sidetrack.

Youre probably the meanest person I've ever met but I kinda miss you after not talking to you for a few days. But i guess nothing's gonna happen. Cuz im not gonna talk to you until you give me a proper apology. And you dont seem to care about this. So why should i? And dudes, youre my bestf. So of course its difficult for me. However, i realized that i can actually live without you. Without communicating with you. I thought i wont be able to do it but i thought wrong. Its abit weird cuz i'll tell you every single thing about my day most of the time but its okay. I can live with that. I hope you'll apologize and realize what you did wrong though. However, i know you do not give a shit about this. So, fat hope , iylia.

Boy, youre dangerous.

2009-12-04T03:29:00.003+08:00

Im hungry ):

Anyw, i have to disown momo soon. Because we cant afford to sterilize him and keep him. I cried on the phone ALOT. And yes, they did try to cheer me up. Except zab. And Alvin. Zab was being mean. Alvin was ... thinking sick. I swear i dont know how.

Then i watched friends on youku and it really did make me feel alot better. Really.

Thank you for calling me at night and making me feel better.

HAHAHAH I DONT THINK ANYBODY READS THIS. OR WILL READ THIS.

So it stops today.

2009-11-01T20:13:00.002+08:00

MOVED TO TUMBLR.

Ask me for the url personally .

Thank you

But i havent been blogging much.

I wanna scream 'I love you' from the top of my lungs

2009-10-20T02:30:00.005+08:00

I love you guys. Really.

Jalan Raya '09 successsssss!

Cuz you and i are still recovering.

2009-10-20T02:05:00.001+08:00

I will blog when i have the mood back.

Alot of things had happened. Yeah quite.

Okay i will blog when i want to.

We crash when we race

2009-10-15T01:37:00.004+08:00

I really wanna blog but its 2am and im quite tired.

And besok jalan rayer oi. So i have to rest. 14 houses beb.

I hope i wont die tmr.

I am an terrible BFF.

Zab doesnt trust me tht much now aft today and stuff.

Jen trusts wyatt more than me now.

I promised to call amelia after ngaji today but i didnt bcoz of the issue today.

Shoot me now. Seriously.

Terrible.

I dont like myself tht much.

Way to go.

2009-10-04T14:24:00.002+08:00

I like just the way you are.

You set me free.

Set me free me free mu boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

At wyatt's crib, with Junquan arvin jen aaron hazel and of course wyatt.

Doing supposedly dnt.

): why dammit why.

Yes im still thinking about it eventhough im not supposed too.

If you think what, its not what you think. I assure you.

I still think Sooyoung is cute.

quiet boys who use pretty words.

2009-10-02T17:29:00.001+08:00

(via misswallflower)

But i dont want nobody to love me.
Man, i've got issues.

K gonna mug like a nerd.

Yay . NERDS FTW.

I gotta feeling

2009-09-29T17:32:00.001+08:00

Gambarr rayerrrr.

Cuz you said, "Its not okay to be gay"

2009-09-29T11:57:00.007+08:00

HAHA CE is awesome. POOD POOD POOD POOD POOD DAMMIT.

URGH MATHS LAERRRRR. TIRED TIRED/

2009-09-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

Listen to my words.

2009-09-16T19:55:00.001+08:00

Like OMG right? I never thought i'll see this pict again.

I love you all.

Girl, please let him know

2009-09-13T11:50:00.013+08:00

That was how i spent my Saturday.

Emotional rollercoaster ride.

I like ROW people. They're all so happy and friendly. Facil . Haha.

And i swear i was never so happy to see cikgu there.

You were fake, I was great Nothing personal

2009-09-09T13:15:00.002+08:00

(Yes, we did study on monday!)

HIATUS BAYBEH!

I know you dont like it. I dont like it more.

But things just have to be this way.

Everything is all over and i need time, and space.

So i'll see you when i see you!

Oh, i love my boyf! Guess who! *wink wink*

(Hazel should know. Zab jen and aaron laughed their ass off when they heard his full name!)

(And i've been saying anyways alot alot. Yes i should stop)

When i break your little heart in two!

Party queen, cause a scene So ridiculous

2009-09-09T12:20:00.003+08:00

Okay i shall make this quick.

I know i havent been blogging and all and that my blog is much more uninteresting than it was before but that is because i have been mugging!

No idiot, not robbing mugging. Studying mugging.

Oh and also, my computer keyboard is screwed. I cant type like, alot of letters. Im currently using my dad's computer.

And i cant go shopping today! ): Kohkoh is sick! Irritating right?!

(Cuz i got your picture, im coming with you. Dear Maria, count me in. )
I need white heels for raya dammit!

I'll go shopping tmr before study session!

And im seriously considering making my blog private. But i love uh-m too much so not for the time being.

Haha and i almost followed the guys go ball-shopping. But jen told me not to so yeah .

I hate being so fickle-minded all the time..

Random: I have got to do something with my self-esteem yo. I think Junquan gave up on me again. So i shall... think about it another time.

K i love you bye.

... Zab had horrible hair today. k random. hazel should have seen.

2009-09-07T03:44:00.000+08:00

And the lies i weave are oh so intricate.

2009-09-02T23:07:00.003+08:00

I know we look damn kekek in the pictures but i just had to post em up! I had forgotten to post the pictures up because i changed my phone afew days after the concert. I know you may not get the link but thats okay.

Haha rindu nyerrrrrrrrrrrr.

March 5th 2009

lia and syah

Jason Mraz Concert

Gerek sak. I think aisyah will ask me to delete the pictures cuz theyre rather unglam.

Okay i will do english tonight and prove miss roshelle lin wrong!

K best.

Dont turn the radio down.

2009-09-02T01:40:00.004+08:00

(During Mdm Hee's remedial HAHAHA)

Yesssaaaa. Finally done with drama man!

Anyways, today was rather fun! Party at grace's place yaw! Okay la, its not really a party. Just a gathering to celebrate LMY's bday.

And omfg the guys were...(inserts inserts not gunna say it go to grace's blog to see!)

It was very surprising. Grace had the shock of her life when she looked out her window. HAHAH.

I know i havent been blogging much but the mood is just isnt there!

Oh, Jun Quan keeps lecturing me! I dont like it because he is very naggy. But okay la, i know his intentions are good. He wants to help me lol. I dont think my self-esteem is that low lor! I cant argue though cuz even Jen who's one of my ultimate BFFs said its true. I dont know. I know i cant do it. I said it outloud but you people gunna have to admit that its true right?!

Anyways, i went home right after we left grace's place. The rest had lunch at Macs cuz they got very little pizza. They all proceeded to Jen's place to play block-catching after that.

Yay i got to catch up with sleep! It was very cold just now. I was shivering. Especially in the ______. Yay i love group hugs .

Oh, thank you all for waiting for me, again. Haha. I was rather reluctant to go but i went anyways. Thank god mama allowed me to go. I went home earlier then she told me to though because i felt very guilty.

I dont know. I feel like a very bad girl today. I did things i shouldnt have done. I wonder why i always make stupid mistakes. Its very frustrating. I want to be a good girl but its so difficult to change. I know im not that bad, but i can do better. I am very disappointed in myself):

I know i've been going out and having fun alot while i've barely been studying. I neeeeeeeeeeed help mann !

I wanna have a balance in life. Yes, i will change. But hopefully it wont be too late. Everyone knows its streaming this year. Yes, i have to work very very hard. I cant be playful anymore. Have to study study study like a nerd.

(Totally random but backtrack .)

I was very nervous on thurs! I think i did not do well for my performance but friends said i was okay. I think i screwed it up la. Haha sean keeps saying that i didnt say 'and you screwed it up!' As usual,i was uberly nervous. 2/5 pwns all can? 3/4 of the audience was twofivers. Classmates, thank you for supporting us! It means alot to me. It does make it better to see my ultimate clique in the audience. I love you all.

And foundation drama people, we did it! Its over (for now!) . Good job everyone. We all did great. Thanks for all the group hugs. Im blessed to have people like you. Yay i love you all.

Okay it feels great to be just, typing. I should do this more often , eventhough its rather time consuming.

Oh, i want to make my blog private. I dont know if i should but i want to. Dyou think i should?

But i couldnt find wings

2009-08-25T23:24:00.004+08:00

My phone got confiscated today. Im upset but somehow, im not that upset. I dont know why.

Maybe i stopped caring already. Its ohsotired to care about every little thing.

Oh wellz.

I shall try to get it back .

When i break your little heart in two

2009-08-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

I’ve been really happy in life recently.

For you , I will

2009-08-18T12:02:00.003+08:00

And kissing in the rain.

2009-08-14T05:12:00.004+08:00

The reason why i havent been blogging much.

Damn, i've not been getting enough sleep cuz of the many tests.
I think i'll die early. I've been consuming alot of coffee and redbull. God, thats very unhealthy.

Momo just took his first bath! (I know you peop,le dont bathe your cats cuz they clean themselves and all but my mama is very particular about momo's hygiene. Thats why )

Haha the tagboard will be gone coz of these post and you people wont be able to tag !

Nahh, i shall be nice and let y'all tag. And you, i kinda hate you.

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I love momo so much.

Oh, its 5.30 am now. School starts in approx 2 hours.

Omg my eyebags are vicious.

Dyou like my new profile pict?

Its a mess, its a start.

2009-08-05T00:07:00.001+08:00

Coolz or whatz.

I saw this on Ohsofickle's blog. Out of 10, 3 of them are my friends!

Hazel, fatin and uh-mmmmmmmmmmmm JUNQUAN?!

Lol i dont wanna know man!

Shining star, super star, shining star

2009-08-04T11:57:00.002+08:00

DAMN CUTE RIGHT?!?!?

Hahah Mr CE said i keep saying my classmates are cute/

Watch how you play.

2009-08-04T11:42:00.004+08:00

For those of you who have not seen my MOMO yet, this is him

Take a bow, cuz youre taking everything else.

2009-08-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

I think the pictures are great.

Oh, i think most of the guys in our class are nice.

Life's good.

kamkam, kohkoh and keekee are not coming to school tmr ): Thats uber saddening cuz that means out of 6 awesome people sitting around me, 3 will be absent.

Damn, lessons will be damn quiet and boring without zab and aaron infront of me and jen.

GET WELL SOOON K Y'ALL !

Dnt was fun today. Thanks dinie and junquan for helping me! You guys are simply the best!

Oh i was supposed to follow kamkam and keekee get kamkam's specs fixed.
We went to the bus interchange and i remembered that i had tuition. So i told them if 72 came earlier than 76, i'll go home. We were waiting for 76. We waited quiet long la, then 72 came. They told me not to board the bus and stuff. So i did not. 3 minutes later, another 72 bus came and i board it cuz tuition was on in half an hour. Behind 72 was 76.

Then my dad said that he could fetch me so he fetched me at one of the 72 bus stops!

Okay you may not get it. Its 1.49am and i did 2 hours of maths! Accomplisheddddddddddddddddd.

That i want you so much .

2009-07-30T21:50:00.003+08:00

Thank you loves. Haha. Now i know that im loved.

There's only two types of people in the world.

2009-07-29T23:31:00.004+08:00

Only the best . Thanks for those who cared. I really am blessed to have friends like you people!

You have to know that i really appreciate to have all of you in my life.

So thank you ! I really am touched.

By the light, not the dark but the light

2009-07-29T22:18:00.005+08:00

The best group mates. They dont like my taking the trolley tho.

Till the extent that Arvin offered to carry my shoulder bag for me! And i made them go shopping. Jun quan was damn tired aft that !

Awesome or what !?

Anyways, you guys are great. We all did have alot of fun , right?

Lets go partaye tonight.

2009-07-28T12:03:00.002+08:00

Because i love her dammit.

Refreshing for a journal update.

2009-07-25T00:20:00.003+08:00

I love twofive <3

Haha what a bitch. I find what you said about me hilarious.

Like seriously, you can bitch about me all you want cuz i think you dont even deserve to be treated as a friend.

Oh wellz. My friends are awesome and i know it.

She was unbehaved,

2009-07-24T01:58:00.002+08:00

The tagboard shall be here for now. Until i figure out what to do with it.

Im not gunna lie, today was great.

Lunch was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! MD, MH, JN, ST , IS!
(Hahahah you'll never know what happened!)

And not to mention blind mice! Gosh that was great fun.

K bye gunna do maths now yes!

Yoz hommies.

2009-07-23T12:47:00.002+08:00

Because im happy that way .

The reflection of my enemy.

2009-07-23T00:08:00.001+08:00

Haha.

Hello my name is Alice.

Im genie for your dreams.

2009-07-21T21:11:00.006+08:00

Warning: This is a bloody bitchy blog post.

<3 most of 2/5

What. You cant find me? Look properly. Its not possible that im not in the picture.
Okay.

First row: Yida zabidi aaron sherry wyatt
second row: Amelia jen hazel regina wei shi
third row: Afiq kelly serina arvin junquan
fourth row: alvin jaymond yunting mindy
fifth row: ying git weikeong zhida chester.

Eh, iylia 's not in what.

Thats right! Im not in the fucking picture.

You know how pissed off i am?
(No you dont . So shut the fuck up)

Im damn damn bloody pissed off okay.

(Why are you pissed off? Its just a friggin picture! It doesnt even matter!)

Well morons, i am bloody pissed off over this small issue.

(In fact, its not even an issue. Its just something youre being petty about!)

God im feeling so pissed. Its as if theyre just waiting for me to go away so that they can start on their real fun! I feel as if im the obstacle they need to get past so that they can enjoy.

Well, nobody effing listened to me when i suggested we take a group picture. And guess what, they take one without me.

And dont even pretend to understand how i feel okay?! You dont know what its like to feel so, cheated.
The people you love dont wanna take a picture with you.

Fuck off la.

(Iylia, you should be the one fucking off. Like what the fuck la youre suddenly making a big fuss over this shit. The world does not revolve around you okay! You cant expect everything to go your way)

Like whatev okay.

PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED.

I know im being a overly sensitive bitch as always now but i dont give a freakin damn.

And if you start judging me and everything, we all know how you feel about me.

And no, i wont post your friggin pictures up. Hell, i feel like deleting them. All.

They say we wouldnt make it.

2009-07-18T02:51:00.004+08:00

Random.

I saw this on Tinn's fb.

Memories, so much memories.

So long & goodnights now.

Time after time.

2009-07-17T13:17:00.002+08:00

Woohoo. Im fi-effing-nally done with my malay project yoz! Now i can sleep in peace.
Damn, this headeache is getting worse seyy.

Its okay, i think it'll get better once i've had my nap.

Dammit, only 2 hours of sleep. Oh well, that will have to do.

I bet the whole world thought i couldnt finish the damn proj but guess what, I DID IT!

Okay, shall sleep now. Tired tired tired.

[edit]

OMGWTFBBQ Zab told me that Cikgu E. thought i didnt come to school today intentionally so that i get to skip my turn of the presentation.

Now isnt that unfair?! He doesnt know anything and he says stuff like that.

Damn those judgemental people. Cant they believe that i can do it somehow.

Eh its not like i WANT to have this headache in the morning okay. I was actually pretty excited about school because i finished the slides.

I bet most of my classmates would agree on what he said. Oh life.

Alah, who cares about what they think anyways. I know that i FINISHED IT and they dont know any-effing-thing. So i shall not care about them .

But still, it kinda hurts. No, im not gunna cry over this trivial matter. I cried enough yesterday too.

I shall blog about that another day.

I want to run 2.4 today and watch ice age 3 but i cant! So yeahz.

I shall go sleep slash eat now.

I like my slides. Its so prettaye.

K bye. Uh i hate that badmouther.

(Shhh. dont pretend you know. Only jen hazel amelia serina arvin and fatin knows. so yesz shut up!)

[edit]

And make it okay.

2009-07-16T00:03:00.003+08:00

To prove it to you , brutha.

Except for when you look into the past.

2009-07-15T02:59:00.012+08:00

Sorry for hurting you , friend. I know you dont care but I feel really bad.
And damn scared. So yeah.
I hope you wont be totally bitchy about it. And yes, i'll
pay half.

I have such awesome friends. Honestly, i dont think i deserve such friends.
Cuz, i wouldnt like me if i werent me. Already after today i dont like me when im me.
I love you all.

Thank you :-

You've been there for me from the start , Jena. And i appreciate it hell loads. I wonder how you can tahan me, really. I love you with all my heart dearest. You really took the effort to make sure that i felt alright all the time, that i knew that you were there for me. Thank you bothering to check on how i was most of the time. Especially after school. You must have been shagged after school with the noticeboard and our class guys. You even remembered to call me after Jaymond called you. You didnt forget about me! I am sorry for being an annoying bitch all throughout. Really, I am. I wouldnt like me if i were you. I know i am rather stubborn and melodramatic but you still love me after all that! <3

Thank you BFF , for comforting me even though you werent in school today. You made sure that i felt better about myself and the situation. And you tahan with my emo moments. Like how i think everyone hates me and stuff. And you bothered to sms me , to check whether i was okay and such. And you advised me not to blame myself too much and how everything will be fine. So thank you! For wasting your msges and time on me.

Hazelhazelhazel! Thank you for not being so judgemental. I know i was damn annoying just now and i must have pissed you off quite alot. Thanks for trying to talk some sense into me even though i was being such a crying ass. "I don't think we quite understood how you felt" . Somehow, that meant alot. You knew that it was hard for me. Its just that you dont know how it felt. I love you zelzel!

Lee Hui En! Thanks for everything. Your hugs are great. I felt much better after you hugged me. And youre so awesome! You made sure i was alright before you went to bed, telling me that everything will be fine. And not to brood over it. And to smile. Your smses means alot to me okay! I know we might not be super close but i appreciate you as a friend alot!

Amelia! You are awesome you know that! You always know when's the best time i need a hug or your words of confort. You should let me kiss you more yknow! And you should not listen to what wyatt keeps saying cuz we all know that its not true. <3

You tried to talk alot of sense into me but i was too stubborn! Thanks for trying anyways. And im very sorry was pissing the shit out of you cuz i kept crying and whining and just being plain annoying. Im afraid that you'll hate me, really. Uh, thanks for strangling me . Im sorry if i ruined your day or something. But i hope you understand! <3

Sayang, thanks for showing me you cared. Sorry, i didnt hi you back when you tegured me outside the staffroom. I didnt see nor hear you. But thanks for asking anyways and not be so judgemental. I love you <3

Bell bell. Thanks for showing me you cared too. Although we're not very very close but what you said near the rubbish bin (lolz) somewhat made me feel better. Youre a great friend and drama partner. Im lucky to have you as my partner. And we're gonna have an awesome performance in a few weeks time. Yes, we can do it!

We are awesome as always.

Thank you all .

Better off as lovers, and not the other way around.

2009-07-08T03:13:00.002+08:00

Yay. Im so effing happy. I managed to complete what i need to complete!

This is so fulfilling.

(Oh , the font is in light pink as to indicate that I've completed it!)

Okay, its 3.15 am and im done with work!

Awesome as always.

I have not done my persuasion speech though. Lets just hope that i wont get called tmr. Or else, i have to do a spontaneous persuasion speech!

Okay i love you bye.

(:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D So happy i did work !) Okay , gunna turn in now.

Fi-effing-nally!

I think we're alone now.

2009-07-07T01:45:00.004+08:00

<3 Fatin, Angela & Chloe

Yay. I completed the F. Arithmetic Holiday Homework worksheet shit. Like fi-effing-nally. Happy that im done with that. And cikgu's email.

Its. 1.49 am and my dad just smsed me saying that Uncle Izam finally got a ward. Alhamdullillah. (My dad spelt ward as yard . I took a long time to figure out what he meant. Haha)

Get well soon Uncle Izam. InsyaAllah.

Anyways, i hope the test later will be as easy as the worksheet, if not, easier!

I hope that i can pass, at least.

Im sad and lonely. I think hazel is asleep. I have not been talking for 3 hours. Woahh.

I think F. Arithmetic is not that bad. I dont know. Maybe its really difficult and i find it okay cuz i thought i understand it but i dont!

Gonna look through the ace-learning vids somemore just to be sure.

I wonder if people know that i've revived my blog. By looking at my tagboard, i think only hazel and aaron knows. Thats because they were one of the people i discussed about uh-m with. So yeah.

I wonder if i should sleep or revise some more. I drank coffee at about 10 plus, and now, im not sleepy!

I think i should pack my (chio pink) bag for tmr. So that i dont have to worry about packing tmr morning, if/when im running late. I think i'll wake up late and stuff tmr.

Oh joy, there's no MT and EL tmr! Yay.

But there's 3 hu-mans ): (haha. humans, hu-mans)
Lit, Geog and Hist.

Haha. Amelia and Jaymond gave Krishna a 75% while jen iylia and wyatt gave her 50%

Amelia: What?! She's very good what?! So interactive and fun! Why y'all dont like her? She's so fun!

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

There's more to come.

Oh, they started shooting Wizards of Waverly Place season 3 yesterday. Damn, i havent even watch a single epi of season 2 yet!

(My rents believe that there's no benefit in having cable !) ):

you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier crazier
feels like i'm falling
and i, i'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier crazier crazier
- Taylor Swift

Ace-learning ):

I feel like a hero.

2009-07-06T16:10:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHAAH. Awesome as always :D

Maybe baby.

2009-07-06T05:17:00.001+08:00

Today, I switched on my laptop at 3am . I told myself that i would stop 15 mins later to do a paragraph for my karangan. I only stopped 1 hr and 15 mins later than my target. I found out that i couldnt answer the ques for my karangan and that i need help from amelia tmr morning. I still have maths to study for and my malay novel to finish reading. The karangan paragraph is 3 nights dued. FML.

You just cant control .

2009-07-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

I love my auntie ina.

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is!

2009-07-03T23:10:00.005+08:00

(This pict is damn cool. No editing done. The rainbow appeared in the pict.
I look damn unglam though. Oh well!)

I forgot how it felt like to just ... blog.

Its been so long since i had a post which had more words than pictures. I cant stay for long though. I have to finish my malay novel . Its pretty interesting actually.

And yes , i like uh-m.bs.com alot cuz its damn short. Disenchant-edd.bs is twit! (Not that i twitted at that time but i liked the word disenchanted (and th song) alot alot so i chose it!)

I remember that i changed it into disenchant-edd only a few days after de-nythesebutterflies.bs! (ohmygod thats damn long. ) Random : Me and zel were reme-something the time in sec one where we fooled around with th msn plus things. We're doing it now. HAHAHAH. Fun times :D <3

(i kissed a girl and i liked it ~!)

Hazel is sending me Katy Perry's whole album.

I want to play i sketch.

Im kinda very sad that i cant make it to the movie with awesome clique tmr ): All the awesome people are going and i almost never not go for awesome clique outing. Plus, there'll be Mr Timng !
But its okay, im willing to do anything for my dad i guess. He needs me this time and im his only daughter! So i shall not let him down. Have fun guys!

I think im gonna read my malay novel while waiting for hazel to finish sending all the songs.

Thank god there's no school on monday! Yay youth day! I shall spend my time finishing all my maths ws. You dont know how much ive yet to complete!

(My neck hurts ): )

I wanted to treat my dad and brothers to macs ice cream (cuz im rich and all due to not spending money thruout the week ! :D) but my bros were too lazy to go to hougang point to buy the ice cream. '

Im kinda tired.

I miss typing like this. Its so fun. I forgot how fun blogging is!

K bye.

I love you all. Forever and always! <3

Cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles.

2009-07-01T02:15:00.007+08:00

The reason i hadnt been updating.

Oh joy!

Black dress, with the tights underneath

2009-06-08T02:16:00.001+08:00

I didnt mean to break your heart

2009-06-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

LOOK BABY IM A HEARTBREAKER !
- Will. I. Am

I like will.i.am . I think he is cool.

And guess what else is cool? ...

US.

During Arvin and Grace's birthday celebration at Pizza Hut.

See how awesome we are.

HAPPY BELATED GRACE
HAPPY BELATED ARVIN
HAPPY BELATED JOYCE
HAPPY BELATED HUI LING

Its getting cold. I got my big coat on.

2009-05-31T00:59:00.004+08:00

hey, this is camy! She is my 6-year-old cousin who i love alot!

The sizes of our head is the same cuz she can fit my glasses.

Not to mention that she makes geeks look so cute!

And now i wonder.

2009-05-27T22:43:00.004+08:00

Goodbye Demilovato (name of current laptop).

I will miss you truckloads. Cuz i spent alot alot of time with you other the past 7 months. You were with me through thick and thin.

I love you a hell loads. Unfortchly, IBM wants you back. Thanks for always being there for me , especially when i needed you most.

Goodbye. I have to move on now . . .

to my new laptop, Jasonmraz !

Im sure i'll have a good time with him too. Also, its lighter and slightly slimmer than you. I dont have to worry about him being taken away cuz he's mineeeee! (Unless my 'rents want to take him away from me)

Have a good life in IBM , Demilovato.

XOXO.

special goodbye from amelia,

hazel,

and jen!

click if you are bored.

Baby, we're stuck with each other .

2009-05-26T22:38:00.004+08:00

Quick post!

Today was damn cul. I love 2/5 .

Lunch was cool when aaron picked up my phone. I seriously thought that he would stop at "Hello. Youre talking to the most awesome person on earth" thang.

First he was like , " Fuxk you . . Bye. "

We all thought it was hilarious. We just did not laugh out loud.

I just love today.

Mr Ng came back and he was like , " You know whats so cool about this camera? It has a smile detection function. Seee. Try it!"

And we had completed 80% of the class banner. And we painted it with music blasting through the speakers.

I've yet to finish cutting paper helicopters. Shall do so now.

K bye.

Lets keep it talking anything to stop clockwatching

2009-05-23T14:12:00.002+08:00

Hate is a strong word But i really, really dont like you.
-Plain White Tees

<3 Me and Amelia .

Such love.

Nothing but you.

2009-05-22T20:10:00.003+08:00

Haha. Fringe baik.
Photographer : Fatin N.

My previous post was a photo spam. This shall just be a random post.

Cuz we like you alot-to.

2009-05-17T22:56:00.003+08:00

I havent had a proper update in such a long time. I have so many pictures to share.

When we decided to stay in school to study. On the day b4 the geog ppr. But then Aisyah had to go home with eric so i studied with Jill, Sandra, Stephy and Hazel at the school library. After 5pm, we transferred to the quandrangle. It was drop dead fun i tell you. Not very efficient though.

Study session at bishan lib

Faris sent me to the bus stop. Since I was going Bishan , I had to take 88. And the bus stop is quite far.

We did study! It was damn condusive. And we only managed to focus after we ate at Pastamania! i <3 my baked rice.

sleepover at my cousins’ place

My parents, grandmothers, uncles and aunts and other cousins went to Melaka to celebrate Mothers’ Day. I refused to go cuz exams arent over. Also, science was the next ppr and i knew nuts about it. Had to stay at my aunt’s house with 5 boys and a maid. 3 brothers and 2 cousins. Can you imagine? It was fun somewhat though, Because they entertain me and stuff.

Monday. Aft science ppr + when we first got our new class tee,

<3 Jen and Hazel . AMK macs.

After the paper, me , jen, wyatt, serina , hazel , aaron and alvin went to macs to have breakfast. It was fun. Met daphne there. Uh, Jen drank a mixture of butter , syrup, chilli sauce and god-knows-what-else. So did i, in the number game thing. Alvin too.

On the way to the library.

We pretty much studied. Uh, except when they were deciding who should go buy the sweet. I was not involved.

With the chocolates Jen gave me <3. I had a hard time forming the words cuz aaron and alvin kept messing it up.

Aaron kee.

At hazel’s place.

We got bored at the library and decided to go to hazel’s house to ‘study’. Unfortchly, Serina’s ‘feeling’ was wrong. She had a feeling that we would study. We totally studied.

Blind mice was fun. So was daidi.

i still rmbr this.

Aaron: Okay, who’s stupid here? Kay, Iylia! What do cows drink? Clue: its white in colour.

Me: Ermm, water?

Serina (the supposedly very smart one) : Easy la! Milk la!

Everyone laughed their ass off.

If you dont get it, it means youre very stupid.

amelia and serina’s surprise bday

The 2 birthday girls. Serina’s was very belated tho. it was 2 weeks belated!

The boys were being very annoying. Esp Zab . Haha.

The chocolate cake. I found it uber nice.

i love love love them <3

Then we went to eat ice cream at macs. Amelia’s treat.

A very beautiful picture.

Me, Jen , Hazel and Arvin were supposed to meet up after my drama ppr. Apparently, all of them were still asleep. Jen woke up though.

So, me, aaron and zabidi had alot of time to kill. We ate breakfast at the Bubble tea shop and proceeded to the playground. They played blind mice while i blasted music from my zune.. Zab sucks at it. (More than Serina) . Alvin came shortly and we got halau-ed by some effing teachers. I swear we werent noisy at all.

Zab and Alvin then went back to school for the new south whales thang.

So me and aaron made our way to the mama shop while waiting for the mama shop. They dont sell water balloons. Jen came and we headed to AMK hub to buy alot of stuff.

Blah blah . Went to my place. Zab, Alvin and Serina made their way to my place to after their New South Whales. Hazel too after she woke up.

Got everything ready and travelled to Admiralty. Surprised Amelia and Serina. Water balloons are fun!

Nur Amelia Azhar is very very NAIVE!

Someday where alot of twofivers stayed back to do the podcast shit

In class one day.

Unofficial sister and brother’s day

After mugging at the library. We both love roti john with cheese and longan drink!

The start of Wyatt’s obsession of camwhoring.

The last time we can wear our ugly red toilet sign class tee

(Even jillian agrees that 2/5 is da best)

Random shitz.

Colour for class teeeeee!

At civic centre. We were mugging for science.

Find Amelia and Fatin. This is after they came back from their SYF.

Me zuneeee which i luffles alot-to <3

No , i do not love geog.

If you were the one who was spending the night.

2009-05-11T21:20:00.004+08:00

How was your week?

I kissed a girl and i liked it.

2009-05-05T03:47:00.002+08:00

I hate those people who had made my Monday a terrible one.

How can you ask me why im agitated? Of course i am not happy that i am unable to take the class tee because MY DAD WAS ALREADY DOWNSTAIRS WAITING FOR US.

Sometimes i wonder whats so difficult for you people to understand. You said that im the only one who kept on complaining? Are you sure i am the only one? And I was just concerned because many people will not be happy if we get it after exams. Of course we can debut it on the 22nd la but isnt it better if we just bloody hell got it settled with already inclusive of collecting it. And everything was perfect already except that the money was with MdmH . You tell me how can i not be agitated?! You just dont seem to understand!

And you people (another one) ! How could you bear to talk bad about me behind my back? I cant believe you would be so shallow as to do that? Oh , i forgot. There were like, 5 *go figure its a grp of ppl* there i suppose? Yea, arent they best known as non-stop gossipping? Seriously la, i cant believe you ppl would be that shallow.

Damn you wyatt or whoever who told everybody.

gee gee gee gee

2009-05-01T14:24:00.005+08:00

Just because .

2009-04-28T17:20:00.002+08:00

I know it is rather annoying for you people to see my spam of camwhore pictures. BUT I DONT CARE! HAHAHAHA.

K bye.

Its a typical tuesday night.

2009-04-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

Today has made me realised alot of stuff.

That i want to abolish completely my use of vulgarities.

because while my brothers were playing their PS2 today,i heard Syabil (Youngest one) said "F-U-C-K-I-N-G-P-I-G-L-E-T!"

Omg. Immediately, i screamed my lungs out as if it was the end of the world. Well, for me it was.

It was a terrible nightmare to hear my 8-year-old brother say such a word. Especially for his age.

God, his only 8. Not to mention that he's schooling in a madrasah. I would expect more from people schooling at a madrasah than those from a government school like mine. Im not saying that it is okay for those who are schooling in a government school to be vulgar but i certainly think that it is not right for those in a madrasah to do so.

Especially since he's in primary 2!

Isnt he too young to be exposed to such a word?

And when i asked him where he learnt it from , he simply said "Hari tu, Ogy (aka fouzy aka 2nd bro marah kawan adik macam gitu!"

I lazy translate. You want ask me la. Or ask the other malay people or something.

Then i started scolding fouzy for doing such a thing but gave up anyway cuz they were too engrossed in their games, thus, nothing will go into their bloody heads.

Just now, i told my mum about it. She too , was appalled by my brother's behaviour . My dad heard about it too and told us that fouzy asked him what "puki" meant.

Omg.

When we're on the phone and you talk real slow.

2009-04-25T18:44:00.005+08:00

Proper post later or tmr.

But .. I dont know. This issue has been bothering me for a really long time.

The thing is.. i really miss some people. And its ironic and weird how i can miss them considering that i see them in school almost everyday . Okay, i shall list it out ...

Well , i miss :-

Aisyah
Fatin
Juli
Junisha
Talking on the phone with amelia
talking on the phone with jen
always having people to sms so that i can waste my sms-es
stephanie yeo
my beloved drama people
Damn, i miss juli fatin and aisyah

I miss all the people who i used to be super close to.

Cuz now, i do not know everything about this 3 important people.

I do not know aisyah's current worry. I do not fatin's current misery. I do not what juli keeps thinking about these few days.

I do not know alot of stuff now.

Now that i think about it, i do not know about alot of stuff about alot of people.

I do not know whats the problem. I do not know whether its me and my fault that its not the same anymore. I do not whether its my being busy all the time that i do not have time to bond with the people i love most.

I too do not know if its their fault. I do not whether its her fault that she spends all her time with her boyf. And i also dont know whether i should be thinking along these lines cuz theyre supposed to spend all their time with each other cuz theyre steads now.

I do not know whether its that biatch's fault for "stealing" my closest dears away from me. I do not know whether its my fault that i didnt make it clear that i felt that we were drifting already.

Yesterday, i experienced a very horrible feeling. I felt empty. I felt like there's nobody who would be there for me wherever and whenever.

I dont know. It was a very irritating feeling.

Suicidal.

God, why dont i know alot of stuff? It seems that the only things i know are maths and my malay oral .

Its just that i really miss you people.

I miss having to know about everything about each other. Its as if we're never close in the first place. Its a very very sad feeling. Sad.

I dont know. It just hurts me deeply having us to be so.. stranger-ish.

I dont know if im the only one feeling so. Neither do i know whether its only the three of you now, without me. Shit laa.

I dont know any shit. I hope mugging will put my mind of this matter . Seriously.

Im gonna go to nerdsville after maghrib. There, i'll mug until 3 plus or something. I've been rotting the whole day when i have truckloadss of stuff to do .

I feel that my life is so mundane this days. So monotonous.

Song : Youre not sorry
- Taylor Swift

I can totally drown myself in this sad song. If i feel suicidal.

Thinking of you.

2009-04-17T12:02:00.002+08:00

Me iz in com lab wif hazel and serina worzxzxz.

Yes i am . All three of us have alot of time to kill yoz.

yolz. Hazel just sang " CUZ ITS LATE AND YOUR MOMMA DONT KNOW"

We'll write a song that turns out the lights

2009-04-17T00:45:00.004+08:00

Secret Valentine♥

Okay, quick post.
I know its 12.46 am and that its speech day tmr, thus, its a half day but i wont get to enjoy that cuz i have Speech Day Backstage Duty. I dont know whether i am happy over it or not. Cuz i would rather sleeeep at home. Lol

But i shall not be so selfish. It was only today that Mdm Hee was somewhat storytelling-cum-lecturing us. One of the issues mention was that all of us should not be so selfish. In a way. We should think of others too. Not all that we do have to benefit us. And i agree.

Thus, I want to be a better person. A morally upright person (: Or as Mr Timng calls it, politically correct.

I love guides cuz we dont have to worry about the number of CIP hours we clock in, considering the amount of volunteer work we do due to yeoman service. What joy.

Nyways, im in a dilemma . I DO NOT KNOW WHETHER I SHOULD GO TO THE CATS MUSICAL .

This is the case. I've been wanting to go since auntie dilla was telling me about it. I think this interest of mine is an expensive one. But i cant help it. I love musicals. I love theathre stuff and. stuff.

I want to go and i have the money but there's nobody to go with me. But i want to go. But i do not want to go alone.

Hey noobshitz. This is what i mean .

Dang, i want to go la .

I love musicals ♥

I love amelia. I missed her today. But i am very proud of you amelia. For choir's achievement of gold with honours. I know its the hard work of all the choir members but i seem to be most proud of my amelia . And my dearest fatin too. Cuz you put in alot of effort too. And you love choir.

So congrats choir.

I hope the class tee goes really well. I hope everyone loves the end-product so that we will wear it whenever we can. Isnt that bliss? And i hope that those ~~suckers~~ who are not buying will regret it all their lives. MUAHAHHAHA. To hell with you . Please laa, its confirm below 20 bucks already if you opt for cotton no collar.

This is slow and random but i miss having a pet cat. I miss my baby april): My dearest♥

I really do miss her. And evidently, having a large teddy bear to accompany you at night is not enough . I still remember those nights where april will temankan me at night. Sure she'll be sleeeeping but she'll be waiting for me on my bed(: And then she'll sleep beside me once im ready to sleep . Oh sweet love.

But too bad. The family cant afford to have a pet cat now even if its a kitten . Dang. I shall be patient.

Im proud to announce that i did alot of work today. For once, my staying back after school till 5 wasnt a waste. I managed to complete my kefahaman, surat aduan and my alg 1a. Yayness. Jena practically wasted the whole day though.

I hope auntie dilla would go to the musical with me . I would be paying for my tix though. We had so much fun during the cinderella musical .

I like this. Blogging. Its when my fingers just keep on typing and i had enough of writing my mind. I dont even have to crack my brain on what i want to type. Its just a natural flow.

And we havent had drama for the past 2 weeks. Next week too. I miss all of you la. (Okay thats a white lie. But its not nice to make exceptions this time. I think only hazel knows those who i am referring too)

But seriously, lets all do the thing we love most.

DRAMA♥

Back to the days where we were so young and wild and free.

2009-04-12T13:14:00.007+08:00

*Followed by some other korean words which i never caught.

I am proud of myself for being able to stay awake until 4 ++ am last night, DOING MATHS!

I was doing the practices for the factorisation and expansion of algebraic expressions on my shinglee assessment book which i bought from the school . Fine, i didnt do alot but i did it. I shall do more later. Being in nerdsville is really very tiring. I was seriously mentall exhausted from last night.

I decided not to consume coffee. So i put hot water in this container which i covered with the lid with a clean hankerchief. I use it to wipe my face when im feeling sleepy, dammit.

It was rather difficult to keep myself awake , without coffee or red bull. So i tried singing along with the songs from my mum's phone. It worked so far, until i was too tired to sing. Thats why i fell asleep.

I dont like it when my mum's being unreasonable. At least she should credit me to take the effort to stay awake and practice maths sums which i would rather not do. Im putting myself through this torture because i want to improve. And i feel like , since people around me are willing to help me in improving, i should help myself too. In fact, isnt that the most important factor of all?

She was unhappy that when i fell asleep , with the ceiling lights on and her phone still blasting with music. Shouldnt she be at least supportive?

And i dont know why but she seems to have with me asking my brothers to be high with me and dancing to nobody. Damn it, im hooked.

"I dont want nobody nobody nobody nobody but chuu " .

And i was thinking last night, on what dear said to me via sms. That i was emo because i miss ______ a ____. I know that thats not true. That would be insane.

But i know what i miss. Im not gonna say it here cuz its not right to feel so becuz youre supposed to be supportive because she's your BFF.

Youre not supposed to get it.

I think my dear tiin gets it cuz i was talking to her about this the other day, if she could remember.

Thank you Jaymond Tan Jia Wen for helping me in maths yesterday eventho you were doingyou zuo wen or something. But still, thank you many many. I know it must suck for you to teach me cuz even my foundation on the topic is weak. So thank you for bearing with me.

Thank you Nur Amelia Azhar for ~~bitching~~ gossipping with me last night about ________ *coughs hard* eventhough your brothers were killing you softly. I really appreciate it. I really needed that. All in all, i just love you kay sayang?

Thank you Serina Teo Hui Xi for being such a darling yesterday. Haha, if you didnt come, i wouldnt have either. And yes ling, im proud of you for being the first one to reach for the first ever time. HAHA.

I wished my dearest Jena and Hazel had came yesterday. Wouldnt it be awesome? But its not like they dont wanna come, they just couldnt make it . They had their own reasons.

I hope my zelkoh enjoyed herself at sentosa. I know she did. And i hope my Jena gained alot of knowledge on whatever subject cuz she couldnt come cuz she had to mug.

For the happier side of life.

Love,
ily syaf.

peeasss : MY MACA JUST GAVE BIRTH TO 6 BABY HAMMIES. 3 OR 4 OF THEM LOOKS DEAD THOUGH ):

Who could deny these butterflies.

2009-04-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

This aint gonna take long. Just a quick post before i go back to nerdsville (:

I've done the whole of Algebra 2d and yes, i did face alot of difficulties. Maths is not easy for me. That is why i am studying. After all, im not very bright in the first place.

Im just chillaxing for awhile before i isyak and mug again. Mom's phone batt is low. So no music source for me. Im gonna put her memory card into the card reader and blast music while doing maths.

Isnt that just pure bliss?

For those who are yet to know, i failed my geog test. I know everybody else passed. But i didnt cry over this one, for the simple reason that i knew that this was gonna happen anyways.

Im not like Serina, who's uberly smart and does not need to study or do homework for anything and yet, be able to score for all her subjects. I am, the complete opposite.

I can assure you that i did study really hard for my geog test. Sure, you see me go online often but i study either before or after that.

Maybe, its just my mindset. I hate geography because while i fail paper after paper, everyone else pass it with flying colours.

Or maybe it all started with my poor foundation of the subject. I started getting the lowest in class for geog last year during my ca2.

So, what im trying to say is, I HATE GEOG ! And i am not afraid to announce it.

But i shall try my best in liking the subject so that i will do better in it.

Okay bye.

They can take that the music that we bever played.

2009-04-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.
-Leona Lewis,
YESTERDAY .

I feel guilty, rather guilty.

Thank you Serina , Zab and Arvin. We had fun despite it being all sad and all. I do not like the movie so much. But the graphics were awesome though.

Thank you .

I realised that guides and scouts arent really very similar. I realised that after looking through Zab's scout blog .

"Whats a spl?"
"Senior patrol leader. why?"
"because its different from guides. so i asked you."
"Did you see my picture"
(Apparently, there's three pictures of him in there)
"What are the responsibilities of a scribe?"
"I dunno .. I dont care"

Yes, i expected that. somewhat .

BYE NERDS. I SHALL BE LIKE YOU IN 3 HOURS. AFTER MUGGING THE SHIT OUT OF ME.

And so incredible.

2009-04-11T12:11:00.001+08:00

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

-The way i loved you
Taylor Swift

Dont you ever wish that you had someone like 'he' in your life. Who's just as perfect as how he's described on the song?

You can take back your memories. They’re no good to me.

2009-04-10T22:32:00.001+08:00

This week had been a rather good week for me so far. Many of the unexpected happened. I got to know the stuff that had happened 2 weeks ago while my two besties knew it from long ago . But that’s not important, seriously.

I am proud of myself for keeping awake for most of the lessons. And i got my reward when amelia treated me to a drink.

I love my catty . (Thats my humongous teddy dammit)

As silly as it may sound, hugging her really helps . It’ll make me think about how im so fortunate to have friends to fork in money to buy me an awesome birthday gift that i really do love.

(At first she was named sophia. But i dont love that name so much. I renamed her catty because she’s a bear, not a cat and i love how its so ironic like that. i love irony)

This may be late but i love hui en, chen yue, jena , hazel, serina , wyatt and grace for getting me catty . I hug her every night. In fact, im hugging her right now, when im blogging. lol

I truly love two five 09 .

And i hope the class tee goes really well . I hope everyone buys the class tee. I think it would really look awesome when we take a class photo together during the class chalet or something. Oh dearies.

For those who are not buying because its cotton, i’ll try to make it an option kay? I’ll find those tee-printers who’s blue for cotton and dri-fit are the same so that you’ll buy it. Cuz i really hope that you do .

HAHAHAHA. In your face, you non-taylor-swift-supporters.

I love my hammies, meda & maxi. But i love meda more because maxi squeaks too much .

Aft ngaji on wednesday.

I love my hair cut. And dammit, there is a huge difference.

I dont think i want to tie up my hair in school. The pony tail is very thin.

I like my hair cuz its thinner.

I am excited for the movie outing with my lovesss tmr. I think i am gonna study a the library first before i meet them. I. HAVE. TO . BUCK UP.

I LOVE MY TWOFIVE, YES I DO .

2009-04-08T10:11:00.003+08:00

*To the tune of the manito, during training camp)

But dont forget to hold on.

2009-04-06T22:09:00.004+08:00

i love this cuz grace looks cute.
photographer : HUILING

Shit. Thats how i feel like now. Like shit.

I AM SICK AND I DO NOT LIKE FEELING SO .

Dudes, i have the flu.

I want nobody , nobody but chuu!

2009-04-05T12:09:00.002+08:00

100 TRUTH

001. Real name → IYLIA SYAFIQAH anak SUHAIMI
002. Nickname(s) → ily . liasy.
003. Birth Date → 21 Mar
004. Zodiac sign → PIG/Aries
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Hougang Pri
007. Middle School → Anderson Sec
008. High School → Anderson Sec
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → Shoulder length. You decide laa whether its long or short
012. Loud or Quiet → Haha. You think?
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Both
015. Health Freak → Abit.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Never ever. Insyaallah . (lol)
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yeah
018. Eat or Drink → BOTH!
019. Piercings → two
020. Tattoos → None
021. righty or lefty → Righty
022. first surgery → I dont want!
023. first piercings → before Kindergarten
024. first friend → Imran and syahirah something from kindergarten
025. first award → Kindergarten
026 first pet → Yes, fishes
027. first vacation → Malysia
028. first teacher → Teacher (Shit i forgot her name)
029. first sport → Running/ Ice skating
030. first crush → Haha. I rmbr but you dont !

NOW:

049. Eating → Just finished.
050. Drinking → Nope. But i want to .
052. I'm about to → Reply to teera's ques on the windmill
053. Listening to → NOBODYY!
054. Plans for today → Go to library. Read lit. walk to LD with Fouz. Go LD. Run at 8pm. Mug .
055. Waiting for → nobody nobody but chuu ):

FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → Yes!
059. Want to get married? → If I'm lucky enough,that is (Haha . yea. agree with qilah)
060. Careers in mind →I want open up many many shops with my idea in mind.
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → taller! Duh.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both . Haha. yess.
074. Sensitive or loud → Someone who can tahan my kecohness.
075. Hook-up or relationship → don't know
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → neither

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → HAHAHAH. Duh! how many times already seh!
081. Ran away from home → Tried to . At pri 3. HAHAHAH.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → I think so .
083. Killed somebody → NO.
084. Broken someone's heart → I think so. Lol.
087. Cried when someone died → Yes. My hammies.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → Yes.
090. Miracles → nods
091. Love at First Sight → mhmm
092. Heaven → yes
093. Santa Claus → nope
094. Sex on the first date → ewww. i believe but it wont ever happen to me.
095. Kiss on the first date → yes. but no . i dont want.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes.
099. Do you believe in God → YES
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 15 people → Haha. i dont want to .

Youre so in love that you act insane.

2009-04-05T10:57:00.003+08:00

And thats the way i loved you

Apparently, ive been replaying nobody by wonder girls 7 times now. dont know why, it lightens up my mood. Yesterday was blardy hot. even with the fan in your face, you can still feel the heat!

What the shit. i still havent done quite a few stuff for my testworks. And the cookie tin design. That is shitt. Yes, i dont like to design stuff but i still have to anyway.

And i have to follow mum to LD again today. Me and fouzy will ~~slack~~ study at the library while waiting for mum to finish work. I'll probably be reading the lit text over and over again.

I did not mind doing footdrills for hours on friday. I dont know why. Eventho the weather was hot , i did not hate the sec 3s for making us do footdrills.

And being the timer in the squad is fun, i swear!

Anyways, Aisyah and eric followed me home before cca. Okay, i shall rephrase it. Aisyah followed me home but since aisyah was going, eric went as well. but eric had to wait downstairs cuz :

He's a guy laa. He cant go inside what!
He could've waited outside and played with Maca, Max, Maxi and Meda but my dad was coming home soon.

So while me and aisyah solat and watched ben 10, Eric waited downstairs.

I dont know how my brothers could be so smart.

Syabil: Kak, aisyah jer ikut kakak eh?
Me : Tak laa. Actually ader lagi satu. Tapi dia boy, so dia tak boleh masuk.
Fouzy: Ohhh, let me guess. Eric eh kak? [wtf? how he know sia?]
me: Omg . How do you know?
Fouzy: Ingat tak waktu kakak tak dtg skola, kakak kan call aisyah . Abeh kakak slalu ckp eric jerr. So Fouzy guess jer ah.
Me: Okay. smart boy.
Syabil: Kakak, kiter nak carik eric boleh kak?
Me: Nak carik eric buat aper?
Syabil: Best aper!

And so they went to temankan eric. And when they came home, fouzy was angry slash jealous that eric had the pokemon game in his phone.

And i allowed him to. I told aisyah and both of us went, Oh Wtf?

When syah was solat-ing, i tried to watch ben 10 with faris. And i kept asking ques. Like who the hell was calvin sia?
After aisyah solat, she called me a kentalan for not knowing who calvin was.
OMG.,

----

I like my fringe here. My fringe is so kuku now. I want to get it layered quickly!

We're getting stronger now. Find things we never found .

2009-04-02T02:54:00.003+08:00

I love KF2 very dearly.
Omg im gonna miss yujia (mam) and qiancii truckloads.

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

Youre not sorry .

2009-03-29T23:21:00.006+08:00

Okay im timing myself for typing out this post. I dont wanna take more than 5 mins.
I have 2 mins left . gawd.

Im proud to say that i did not waste my Sunday today. Got quite a number of stuff done.

I've read thru geog and memorized quite abit of it already . I shall stay up night to revise some more.

Also, i managed to run with my bros today . Lol.. We were running at hougang stadium at 8.13pm. lol . Can you imagine. there were other ppl running there also . but they were mostly old ppl .

Yay . i did cover 2.4km , faris 2km and the other 2 boys 1.6km . yay im uberly proud of us. (Okay its 1 mins past the time i targeted but its okay. i shall give myself time extension)

I shall be a book worm for the next few weeks cuz i borrowed 4 books brom the geyland east library today. Honestly , that library is awesome ! (not becuz its at geylang laa you!)
But the books are really very good. I had a hard time choosing my 4 books.

Aand i made myself borrow one malay book. Simply becuz my malay sucks to the deepest core. Shit laa. Now the malay noobies (ily, syahmi, hadi , fauzan and aisyah) have to meet cikgu an hour before cca every wed at the canteen for intensive lessons. like wts kan?

I didnt know how much i missed LD. There were alot of changes but i still knew the place like the back of my hand. I missed the people too .

And i didnt know there were colour printed flyers of the people-who-came-out-in-the-papers there. I took one . i shall go frame it up . HAHAHAHAH . I miss puan suria ):

And being there for a few hours made me realise many things. That i have let many people down with my sucky results. I was feeling loserish when the crowd clapped for me for my awesome PSLE result. I looked at the screeen : Iylia achived 3A*s and 1A. Why does those results seem so impossible for me to achieve now?

Some more, auntie aisyah (yes, there are many aisyahs in this world) was telling the parent on how much sec sch math is much easier than those in primary sch . Despite the no-hope results ive been geting for maths these few terms, i do agree that math is easier in sec sch. The sums are shorted . And all you have to do is understand the concept of the topic, know the formula by hard and apply it to the sum.

If i know that i have to do all these, why cant i pass my maths for heaven's sake? And failing malay? Its my bloody mother tongue language and i could fail it . This just shows the amount of effort i put in in my studies.

Auntie aisyah told a parent that they will teach their kids skills to more effective learning and that if you apply and practice the skills everytime, you'll rmbr it forever. I had forgotten the skills.

Sigh. I want to attend IQ pintar and learn the skills again.

Bye, i want to makan . Then back to mugging like shitz.

Peeass: Happy belated angela!

Cuz its late and your momma dont know.

2009-03-28T19:43:00.002+08:00

I dont care (what you think as long as it's about me) if you are sick of the line above, due to my obsessive singing.

Our Song - Taylor Swift

I have to study for geog later. Geog test.

And i have to buy inez a bar of chocolate cuz i ate hers when she was away in Newyork.

Shit. Its 10.24 pm and i dont know a single shit about the topics will be tested on this monday .

I shall go mug now till early morning. And my adik and i are very semangat to run tmr morning. He's gonna train for his 1.6 while i'll be running 2.4 km.

Okay best. And i have a mild headache from being on the com for too long.

And i still have manyak2 gambar to post. Alah, lain kali sudah .

Screw i dont want to be stupid. I shall study uberly hard for this test.

Im going to follow mum to work at Learning Discoveries tmr. (Geylang) Its been a while since i've last been there. I still rmbr going there every day during the PSLE period cuz 1) My mum works there . 2) I have tuition there. She doesnt work full time there anymore. She got called by the boss to teach the kids there.
(Fyi, LD is the tuition centre that features me at the papers for i dont know how long)

But then again , i may not be going. Becuz mama merajuk that i did not post a picture of her on my blog while i featured the rest. I mean, what is the big deal kan? And also because i cant come up with an intresting story about the 30 words. We're supposed to teach the kids how to memorize the 30 words in a fun way .

If i do go, i'll go to the library or some empty room to study. And im dont, just study at home laa.

I've made alot of new kawans since the last time i blogged.

Oh baby youre a classic . Like a little black dress.

2009-03-28T17:59:00.001+08:00

Com lab camwhore. Ft Hazel Jen and Aaron kee.

I love my dear.

But i have to share my dear with someone else ):

Haha. Eriiicccc.

My baby hammies. This was taken many weeks ago. Now theyre bigger and one died due to malnutrition

Cross country. Takleh angkat. My fringe looks so kentalan.

I love my sayangs oi. Pictures of our outing to town.

2009-03-21T23:36:00.001+08:00

yes i am very awesome.
i will blog once i get the pictures from my phone to the com.

Have you ever wanted to disappear?

2009-03-02T00:50:00.003+08:00

I didnt mug all that much today . All in all , i only did geog homework and read abit on science.

I pretty much much wasted my weekend on sleep and the laptop):
Im uberly disappointed with myself )):

I still dont get the shit of mirrors, light and co-ordinates.

I had alot of online convos with grace today because we had alot to talk about and statements to agree too. HAHAHAHHA.

And i had a really long talk with jena over the phone a few hours ago . Okay laa, no really long. An hour. The other time i talked to zelkoh for about 2 and a half hours.

Boycott love
Treetox just a retox
And i promise you anything
for another shot at life
imperfect boys with their perfect lives
nobody wants to hear you sing
about tragedy

Fall Out Boy <3

Im addicted to playing Geo Challenge now (:

Bang the doldrums .

2009-03-01T03:36:00.002+08:00

fyqq: heyaaw. relink me please (:
Relinked (:

Perini: u r very welcome:))
:D

fatin: stalker stalks. HAHA. see yar nantiiii (((
Yessss, eh, but stalker syah quite scary tau!
Step besar jerr. Tapi takpe , skrg Aisyah ader anak
mak salleh protect dier. Lol.

stephanie :D: HEY IYLIA :D
HEY STEPH-AYE!

claudia: link pls thanks
Lol. This is damn petty but i dont think its fair
if i link you. You dont even link people!
Sorry.

Jillian.: illyy! you k?
Much better now , Jillian. Thank you for your concern!

Aisyah: i always read your blogg dear. taggg :D
Yay! At least ader reader of my blog jugak; (:

fatin: deaaar ! post !
Dah post dah!
In a few days mesti turn into dead blog lagi.
Sometimes tkder mood to blog ah ):

Aisyaah: iyliaaaaaaaa! kau online tapi tak reply..
HAHAHA. Tadi i fetch my adiks from tuition laa!
Tapi convo kiter lepas tuu gerek kan?! :D

fatin: ily dearest, soon okeh. blue2th :D haha
K best . Lain kali in school kay?

If I woke up next to you.

2009-03-01T03:10:00.004+08:00

I got my enjoyable Saturday (: Although its not with friends, i still loved it.
Thanks mama & ayah for bringing me out after knowing how disappointed i was !

We watched "He's just not that into you" .
Yes, dont laugh. I watched such a movie with my 'rents. Awesome .

At least i got to watch it and didnt have to pay for it !
It was rather awkward laa but since im uber close to them, it was okay.

Its 3.13 am . I should be sleeping.

Oh, i felt stupid today b'cuz i didnt study a single shit. So i shall do it tmr. And be smarterr than all you smart people.

I realized that the few people who actually read this are all my sayangs. I dont think there are any strangers reading my blog.

I feel like creating a private blog and rant all day. And only a few people have permission to read it. B'cuz that person may be reading this and its very bitchy to bitch about bitches in a public blog. As in anyone can read it.

Honestly, im not completely satisfied that i didnt get my saturday with otoc people ):
But i appreciate the effort taken by my 'rents for awarding me for my hard work throughout the weeek.

At least there's something to look forward to : March Holidays.
Im looking forward to it because it will be a break for all of us. I need it alot.

Annnnnddd, im intending to invite all my close darlings to my place to on the friday, the day before my birthday. We'll just lepak and play at the playground and all.

I wonder whether i should invite different cliques on different days. I think otoc and malay people can mix laa. But what about the guides clique?

Anyway, im just very excited.

I have been thinking.. I want a huge teddy bear for me to hug at night, when i have no other people to hug , esp jen. And i want a very chio necklace.

Like this one (:

And after the long talk with jen on monday, i realised that i want/need an *inserts* and a guy BFF!

I miss Nifail Haziq. I miss having to be able to talk to him about anything and knowing that he can be trusted. Having to be able to talk about anyone and everything.

How i miss it ):

Jen suggested a person and i called him a jackass. Lol .
(No, did i call him idiot? Or did i say, 'go die la you' ? Or did i called him an ass?)
Oh well, he still sucks 'nyway.

I think my blog entries are boring b'cuz it aint colourful . Its because im too lazy to colour them an all.

Im gonna be a smart person tmr (:
Hopefully i'll be able to understand th shit of light. mirrors and co-ordinates.

Grow old with you .

2009-02-28T17:31:00.001+08:00

Today is depressing. Its sad to think that this was the Saturday that I looked forward to all week . The reason that i mugged so damn bloody hard this week. Because I actually want to enjoy the Saturday with the few people who understands me best.

And because everyone else has their own lives and plans (and reasons), I didnt get the Saturday im hoping for.

*inserts many sad faces*

I dont know.. Life hasn’t been so cherryful (lol) these days.

And i dont take as many photos now tooo.

Its hard to fight when the fight aint fair.	They might be bigger , but we’re faster and never scared.
You could walk away say we dont need these. But there’s something in your eyes that says we can beat this!	We’re getting stronger now, find things we never found.

These are the lyrics that keep me going.

And thank you lovely lovelies for being there for me when im blue, pink and yellow!

Apparently, my tissue box is this communicating platform in which i rant on how uselessly stupid i am and those very nice people wrote encouraging comments that really made me feel loved. Very loved.

So i shall thank:-

Jenany Nathan
Teo Hui Xi Serina
Png Yun Ting Grace
Jaymond Tan Jia Wen .

I find it uberly sweet although most of it is written in chinese (inclusive of the one Jaymond wrote. omfg) . Grace wrote in korean. Only mine and Jen’s is written in English.

(Ehh Grace, i still dont know what yours mean!)

Although aint a big deal for many, I really appreciate you people doing that.

Like finally , right? (Lol, actually this picture is long dued. )

For even the most retarded smile can brighten up the days of others.

For life is of extreme bliss.

How true. (Go click!)

B’cuz I dont know how it gets better than this.

Ignore the super unglamness cuz i went out right after bathing. So i just combed my hair and went out without any other hair accessories + powder.

Just take my hand and drag me heads first : Fearless

( I like this. My nose looks sharp)

Seeeeeee! Hougang is very near to AMK!

You could walk away saying we dont need this.

2009-02-28T02:50:00.002+08:00

But there's something in your
eyes saying we can beat this
Because this things will change.

Despite the number of hours i spent online, I still cant be bothered to blog.

And i've been uber busy with school .. and stuff.

So i shall be on hiatus!

Nobody reads this anyway.

This is the last straw.

2009-02-17T02:09:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! I cannot endure anymore.

My running nose is pissing me off.

So is my throat. And this mild headache.

I wonder if i should take panadol D:

And i dont even know why but my teeth hurt tooo ):

Thank god for the invention of tissues. I hope I wont have to go to school tmr.

I need a break , from everything.

(I know nobody reads my blog but i still blog rather regularly anyway)

Don't break even

2009-02-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

Ehh people. I dont think i screwed up Lit

And my throat feels very saaaaaaaaaaaaaaakit!

screw it.

And the NP song cannot be open because of some formatting shit.

Oh , and Aisyah's stalker took the same bus as me and afiq today . Kekek.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

MY THROAT VERY PAIN!

I shall go mug now.

Im in love with my own sins.

2009-02-15T16:33:00.003+08:00

OHEMGEEEEEE.

The weather is very very hot yaw.
Cannot tahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan !

Very warm . My feet is sweating yaw.

And im doing geog while listening to Folie a Deux :D

Seeeeee, im gonna die. I have this much homework left!

Happy homeworking people!

Life sucks when the weather's hot, your feet is perspiring and you have a truckloads of uncompleted homework!

Luckily there's FOB to make it allll betterrrrr!

Just Dance, it's gonna be okay.

2009-02-15T12:26:00.002+08:00

Tag replies .

AMALINA:]: IIIIYYYYLLLLLIIIIAAAAA!!! mISsES!

IYLIAAA MISSES AMAAA TOOO LAAA!

grace: you agree/disagree with it more than you agree/disagree with it! I
grace: 'm so cool. MUAHAHA. jkjk xD

Hahaa. History is not coool though.

Aisyah: Aku pun nak quit. tapi tanak uhh. nanti regret. anywayy, tolerate je laah. the kentalans dah step down kitorang gerek pe.

Yes, lets hope the sec 3s wont torture us laa.

Hazel: BUY TIX IYLIAAA

Lol. Its over now. Im glad you enjoy yourself !

tin: aku baek. dgr advise kau and updated . ur turn relink:D yayness

Okay best, you're back to blogging. Will relink you syg.

Aisyah: screw life. i feel plaaastic too:(

Yes , screw it sey. Plastic sucks.

lekha: haha hellos :D

Lol. Hellos Lekha!

Baby, is this love for real?

2009-02-14T16:39:00.004+08:00

I miss this song.

Beating Hearts Baby - Head Automatica

AND HAPPY V. DAY LOVES!
Happy birthday Lee Yun Ting too!

Yest was such love.

Thank you Aisyah and Qianci for calling me when i was still at home at 6.45 am!
Thank you Yujia mam for helping me with my attire.
Thank you Farah and Natassha for being the firsts to give me your goodies!
Thank you Amelia ,Arvin and I-dont-know-who-else for taking my Mas selamat flyer.
Thank you Mindy for your ohsowonderful gift.
Thank you Mdm Hee for not catching my long fringe this time
Thank you Jaymond for not being such an ass that day.
Thank you Grace for liking my ridiculously pink teddy bear.
Thank you perini for those earrings.
Thank you Jen for not coming(Lol) because i had to dump all my stuff at your table.
Thank you Hadi for entertaining me in MT.
Thank you everyone for crapping during my 5 mins of teaching. lol.
Thank you Grace and Aisyah for changing with me
Thank you Serina for waiting for me to change and everyblah and eat with me.
Thank you Fatin for your velly cute chocolates !
Thank you Hazel, Serina, Hui En and Chen yue for being an awesome art group.
Thank you Jen for your art work, which we chose. And drew.
Thank you Vanessa for getting the gifts for the KF2 seniors when i didnt have time to.
Thank you Mindy, Grace and Hazel for making fire drill somewhat bearable.
Thank you *inserts class* for being , well, entertaining.
Thank you Arvin for your awesome gift.
Thank you Wyatt, Grace, Mindy, Steph and Hazel for the very wonderful lunch that we had. And the very childish games that we truly enjoyed.
Thank you Wyatt and Aisyah for owing me money! HAAHHA.
Thank you everyone who took my sweeets!
Thank you several seniors for the initiative!
Thank you Yujia & Samantha for your chocolates!
Thank you Aisyah, Grace , Dira , Dahiiyah, Junisha, Genevieve and the other group for making the initiative very bearable.
Thank you Grace and Huiling for the interesting convo about BCG!
Thank you Aisyah, Juli, Farah.A , and Afiq for our mini convos which in total lasted for 7 mins.
Thank you Jillian and Ben Lye for the 5 mins walk to the bus stop! (Oh, and for the chocolates!)
Thank you Ben Lye and Afiq for our Bus Ride back!

This is cute. Go see.

I HATE MILEYY MORE FOR THIS!

Very sad video.
I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT!

Bounce back to me.

2009-02-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

Gahhhh... IM VERY TEMPTED TO SPROUT OUT ALL THE VULGARITIES THERE ARE!

Stupid screwed up lifeee. Shit, I'll be all moody tmr!

And, honestly, i dont like that.

Okay here's the irony.

I dont like to be unhyper and moody . (In other words, not-myself-like)
Because...
. . . .

ITS VERY TIRING!

Seriously! Its kinda frustrating. (Dudes, im not making this up)

It is very tiring to not be yourself. In my case, all noisy and hyper. And a lil smiley, and irritating.

It is very tiring to be so plastic. Gosh, how can anyone tahan one?

But i'll still be very moody tmr because of the current situation i am in. With very ugly eyes. This time , its not because of lack of sleeep. Sadly, i cried this time round.

World, love me.

(That was random, lol. I swear. Now that i re-read everything, it sounds so despo. Lol )

These lines, so well-rehearsed.

2009-02-07T22:00:00.004+08:00

Im not in love,
This is not my heart .

HAPPY 14TH BELATED TO AQILAH, ATIQAH, IFFAH AND NATASSHA!
(30TH Jan )

HAPPY BELATED 14TH TO AMZAR AND BAVANI!
(1 st Feb)

HAPPY BELATED 14TH TO NIFAIL (MY BESTEST GOSSIP PARTNER IN PRI SCH!)
(4TH Feb)

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY AFIQ WHO'S MY TWINNEH AND THE BEST ONE EVAAAAH!

Yay! These people rock yaww.

And this week seems to be very interesting lei .

Lets recall..
MONDAAY

I was a walking panda. Literally! I was super zombie-ic too.

During PE, i was just standing there while everybody was running very enthu-ly, trying to hit the floorball ball.

Aiyaah, basically i was very not hyper laa. I screwed up my maths test.

But i dont seem to be the only one . Jaymond thought it was difficult. Bullshit laa. Later he score full marks then people will know that he's lying.

Okay, monday is the most uninteresting la.

(Your Superhuman Heartbeat. )

[Ehh, im listening to 987 topo 20 countdown. Now its no. 19, Will.I.Am's It's A New Day/]

But i like tuesday :D

Me, Serina and Hazelkoh stayed back to finish up our belated homework. (Also known as our overdued work) I did the history essay shit about raffles and ... well, shit. The two twins ( I call my 2 younger brothers and serineteo and hazelkoh "duh twooo twins" for some reasons unknown to aliens. So you should know who im referring to this time) did their lit short-answer questions. Bullshit laa. Where got short?

Both of us finished it up by 3.50pm . Hazel rushed for tuition and Serina went home. I saw Afiq, Iffah and Narisha and all of us went home an hour later. With Keje and Safura.

All of us alighted at the Hougang Point Bus Stop and went to Macs. They said they wanted to do homework together but Iffah and Narisha left shortly after for an unknown reason.
Then Safura left and only me, afiq and keje were left.

Helped Afiq did math and then went homeeeee.

Gosh , I was so tired laa.

AND THE SEC ONES JOINED US FOR GUIDES ON WEDNESDAY!

It was gerek with them around. Whats very not gerek was that that we had to tahan so much nagging in the sedia position and in the end we did not do footdrills!

Gahh! So frustrating. Hahaha, dahiiyah and aisyah so klakar laa.

Went home with iffah, afiq and narisha again . <3 style="font-weight: bold;" size="5">

THURSDAY WAS LOVEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

I love Wed lunch people too . I dont remember who but the significant part was when we were in the classroom. We made fun of Jen with arvin and she poured water on meeeeee!

Bad person.
It was fun though. My stomach hurt from laughing too much . Ohmygodzzzzz it was funneh laa.

Wyatt then drew a 2|5 family tree and almost everybody was insenced(sp?) . LOLZZZ.

Bella then volunteered to carry me. I SAT ON HER SHOULDER AND I DIDNT FEEL INSECURE COZ SHE COULD REALLY SUPPORT ME! Pictures with Fatinn though.

I love sec 2s drama people lolzxzxzx!

We did alot of stretching of muscles stuff and played zip zap zoom.

First round, I was the second one to die. LOLZZ NOOOBZZZ.

And i rock to the extreme core during the 2nd round. Though i didnt win, i KILLED ALOT OF PEOPLE PLUS PLUS PLUS MDM NASYITAHHH !

Oh, and sean was a super big bully coz he kept making fun of me! D:

HAHAH I FEEL SO HAPPEH!

And i love our 72 people clique.

Consisting of:- Cloe, Dhurrgah, Jun Wei and Ben Lyeeeeeeeeee!

I love them i love them i love them yay!

I was very reluctant to get off the bus lor! We had so much fun talking and being retarded in the bus! (I was the first one to alight . Sadd. Only in this case)

We exchanged contacts and i cant help saying that i love them!

Oh, and very special thanks to Ben lye and Jun Wei who :-

. Ben Lye who blanja-ed me Lemon teeeeeeeee! THANK YOU !!!!!!!!!!! :D I'll repay you one day !
. Jun Wei who said that we(the girls) could share drinks with you as long as different straw!

And from that day onwards, Ben Lye had inspired me not to share food with non-muslims. (Not being religion discriminative. You wanna know the reason , ask me. But i think you all know the idea laa. )

I LOVE OUR 72 CLIQUE I LOVE OUR 72 CLIQUE!

I WAS ALMOST LATE FOR SCHOOL ON THURSDAY AND THIS TIME, ITS NOT MY FAULT!

Got some story laa but im too lazy to type it out. I took a cab to school. It was kind of traumatising . I know, weird.

I was mostly worried that i wouldnt arrive in school on time.

I reached school on the dot and the cab fare was $7.70. Ohemmmgeeeee.

So ex right. And its only from Hougang to Ang Mo Kio. And i live at the "end" of hougang. Which means that you cross the road, its Serangoon. You cross the other road, its Ang Mo Kio already .

Thank god my dad paid me back ! :D

Hazelkoh and Zab was late too though. However, Hazel made full use of this opportunity and looked at *hahahahha. that guy* .

I never thought she'll be late though.

Hazel: The bus didnt come for like, 20 mins. Oh, and in there, there were alot of APS people. I found that cool . Until i found out i was late.

Lolz.

I CAME TO SCHOOL SOMEWHAT EARLY ON FRIDAY AND IM PROUD OF IT. BECAUSE I TOOK THE BUSSS YAY!

Thats the only interesting thang that happened . I think .

AND WE, GUIDES AND ST JOHNS, AIR RIFFLED!

Im proud to say that i rock at it . (LOLS. So thick skin)

I had fun!

Rock abit onleehh laa.

I dont want anything in-between.

2009-02-05T01:37:00.002+08:00

Aahhhhh. Screw it. Screw life. Screw eva-ry-thang!

When i come home, I have this determination to mug. To complete all there is to complete. To understand what there is to. But when i get home, all i do is hog onto my laptop.

Where is my discipline? I realise that im not even close to bright as compared to my classmates and yet i still put in the least effort amongst them all, hoping that somehow, i'll score anyway.

What was I thinking?

blaaaaaaaahshit.

Doc, there's a hole where something was.

2009-02-02T15:50:00.002+08:00

I love FOB's Folie a Deux <3

Thanks to Syah sayang for lending it to me .

And i miss taylor swift many many. Thank god i have her song on my phone . Or i'll be taylor-swift-deprived for days!

I'll have a proper post sooon .

Like everyone else, im busy tooo.

Im trying really hard understanding what there is to understand .

I cant help sleeping in class though.

If it tasted like you, its sweeter .

2009-01-29T00:05:00.003+08:00

History is killing me bit by bit.

And having a teacher as your facebook friend has its many cons.

One of them is this :-

They correct you. Which is a good thang. But its kinda annoying. Hehs. But I'll prob be happy that he did that in many many many years to come.

Thank god he doesnt read blogs.

Aiyaa, im not badmouthing him what. So there's nothing wrong also if he happens to read it.

Back to the ayat topic(HAHAHHAHA. Takleh angkat seh) , Im doing history now. Which is dued yest(Wed, 28 jan) .

I DONT GET IT ! HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO AGREE AND DISAGREE AT THE SAME TIME!
(for history essay ques.)

And you know whats kinda cooool? (AHAHHAHA. You dont know. )

Raffles visited Singapore for the first time on 28 Jan 1819.

Which was 190 years ago since yesterday!

And he came with Major William Farquhar 190 years since today . Wow.

Okay, I had menyeleweng sedikit.

I've yet to the drama's journal entry 1 though. Oh well, i'll just do it tmr before drama starts.

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I was uberly angry because :-

My mum claimed that she had that passport-sized picture of me. She stopped me from taking a new one. And then she said she couldnt find it. And by then it was already 11pm +++++ . Hougang point would be closed already.
(Thank god she found it in the end. )
i cant find my black trackpants and i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed it tmrrrr!

The bad news is, i still cant find it.

Oh well, i'll figure something out later.

I love banging people.